hmm, yes
Thank God finally i cud get d way to write on my blog after soooooooooo long.........
well m too happy to write today and i have no words infact to describe my happiness dt finally m going to write here again.
Thank God really............
so tell me wat sud i discuss here or wat sud i share plzzzzzzz tell me
ok i'll tell u wat happened wid me duringh my exams .
i've heard many ppl saying dt there is no God exists wat ever is done is on our own we r d doers of every thing and our will power is d force behind us.
ok i agree with it dt unless we hav a strong will power we cant do any thing
but still a supreme force works there behind us which even regulates our will power, this time i again felt that power. when ppl ask me an example then i find myself lost in the incidents which had happened with me i cant tell one out of them n keep on searching dt which 1 sud b picked up n sud b shared with them n d time goes on in that silence, but this time i wanna share this recent incident .......... i was not feeling well at all, 5 days earlier to my exams but my heart was still praying to God n was telling me agn n agn dt everything gonna b alrit ........ bt mind was telling dt there is no possibility dt i'll b well n b abl to back on d track any ways .......... d day went in dis perplexed situation next day while coming back from d classes my old roomie asked me to join her in combine studies or gd watever ..... n i did it this we did for all those remaining 4 days n thus i had completed my 4 subjects n then it got revised during d exams ......... thank God n m really thankful to her who made it possible for me to revise my course otherwise i cud nvr do it till date i cudn't even complete it once n den before d last exam (5th 1)there was sunday so we had enough time to study (it was left dt time due to holiday)so i went out with my other friend (my best friend, who is my senior at present)to get a ticket for her as her exams got over n c was to leave (actully our works nvr go so easy)so i was praying whole way that God plzz help us n get her seat confirmed n God listened it n blessed us finally we were back in our hostel with a confirm duplicate ticket. k now i was happy n wanted to go to bed n to start my studies from d next morning but this time God directed me from her mouth to start now only so i had to do it b'coz c was feeling guilty as b'coz of her my 3 hours went in vein, bt this was not true as i was in no mood to study dt day n i had no guilty feelings bt c had n was worried abt it so i had to start it n i did. then while leaving c told me to complete it before next dinner n i had to do it (otherwise i wud hav dn it on d monday morning just before my exam) but i promised wid her so i did n God made me to revise d same on d next morning n i did it twice nw i was quite surprised dt hw cud it b possible dt i revised every subject this time at least once otherwise i cud nvr complete it once even. and this was all happening out of my control and nw i was really surprised dt hw it happened no doubt it was all done by the Omnipresent super power i cud nvr do it. Thank God i donno hw to thank U bt m really feeling blessed. Thank God 4 every thing :)!!
that is y i believe in Him He is our Creator, He is always there with us, He always takes care of His children thing is either v know Him by different names or v miss to feel His presence. But, i know God u r here i can't see u but i can feel ur presence, plzz be there 4 ever !! thank God!!

ये रोशनी का दरिया आ गया कहाँ से,
इन अँधेरी गलियों के ख़यालों में।
ये ओस की बूंदे आई कहाँ से,
इन रुखी चट्टानों के चेहरे पे।
ये मौत का साया क्यूँ मंडरा रहा है
इन मासूम कलियों पे।
क्यों तरसती हैं ये माटी,
अपने ही लाडलों की क़ुरबानी को आज?
ये क्या हो रहा है यहां इस झन्झावात में
इतने सवाल हैं उल्टे-सीधे मगर ज़वाब कहाँ?
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चली आई यहाँ।